being good at being alone is best done at 3am

i bought a new pillow and it is tastycakes. my old pillows are too full of old dreams and old feathers to properly sleep me at night. the new pillow is raw and empty, a skeleton waiting for flesh. i sleep easier at night with less crowding around my head.
my sheets smell used. but not lonely, because pastme is good company for nowme and we will both chill with futureme tomorrow morning when i am counting to ten as slowly as possible so i don't have to get out of bed.

the secret to never being lonely is to have good company in your head. pick your favorite people you've never met and start talking. youd be surprised.