i've gotten better at faking it.

go. me.

you say
i can't be that cocky
if i'm not that good
but i'm not that good
and i'm still that cocky
so what does that say to you

maybe i should get more awesome
maybe i should be a bit better
maybe i should walk the walk i'm talking
or maybe i'll just keep on talking good

got me hot and bothered and left me hanging

if i had a verse to sing
even just that one
it might sound the same as the first one
but there never was a first one
so there can't be
a second verse
same as the first
so circularly beautifully FUCKED

soundtrack to my slow descent

Blue October - Hate Me
Bright Eyes - I Must Belong Somewhere
Fall Out Boy - The Music or the Misery
Nouvelle Vague - Too Drunk To Fuck
The Eels - Flyswatter

...---...the magic of the middle night
calling my name
it's better in the silent quiet
where nothing has a name

the magic of the middle night
the dark and secret place
the magic of the middle night
where no one has a face

keep it secret
keep it safe
in the middle of the night
where secrets stay
and skeletons lie
never to go away